Blind In The Dark

I feel like I’m blind in the dark, with no guiding voice to lead me where I should go.

Why do I feel so directionless? Why am I battling this nagging gut feeling that it’s all wrong when there’s nothing I can do to fight it?

There’s a lot of self doubt in my self lately. I haven’t been able to eradicate it altogether. No matter what the status quo may be, I don’t know how to define myself. I feel castrated, when I never really regarded my balls that much. I feel voiceless, when I never really know what to say to begin with.

I’ve been having a really awful time. Sometimes I wake up in a daze wondering where I am and what I’m doing. More often than not, I end up cowering into oblivion…